So I've just read that my ex boyfriend has reached his one year anniversary with his girlfriend. I would like to point out that he neglected to tell me he even had a girlfriend for the entire time that we were together. 

Someone please tell me why he is okay but I'm still in pieces. How is it okay that he is fine but I am not. 

people need to start appreciating me. i'm not going to be here forever.

New Beginnings

I've met someone. Someone that doesn't make me think of Matt anymore. He just hugs me and I feel safe. I look at him and I want to jump his bones. No one has made me feel like that. 

After a break from kickboxing, I had forgotten how amazing it makes me feel. I feel ten times fitter for a start, but I also feel empowered. I feel amazing because it's something I am doing on my own. I don't need my mum or my best friend to hold my hand. I do this because I love it. I love how tough I feel, I feel in control. And I need to remember that before I make a lame excuse not to go next week.