After having the most brilliant birthday weekend, being spoiled rotten and having the most amazing friends and family in the world, it's now time to get serious. 20 is a grown up age so it's time to start acting like a grown up. I'm working harder at university, I'm making life goals and traveling plans with my wonderful friends. Things are starting to look up. I'm working harder and appreciating the little things, and the horrible stuff doesn't get to me anymore (well not too much anyway) - yes it's still hard and this depression is still lingering but things get better with time. I feel proud of myself and I know my Nan and Caroline would be too. It's time to embrace the happy, instead of being the numb, empty person I was before. It's time to welcome new relationships and build bridges with those I have lost touch with. It's a fresh start.