There comes a time in your life when you just wake up. All of a sudden the skies are bluer and the grass is greener. You wake up from the dreams you've been living and life becomes a reality. 

That's what my first day of my second year of university has been for me. Bumping into M, starting my journalism course, reducing my work hours, it's all been the major wake up call that I have long needed. 

My heart stopped a little as I looked up to see M walking towards me. When he picked me up and pulled me into a heart crunching hug, I was breathless. My entire reality snapped back into focus as I realised the one thing I wanted more than anything else in the world was stood right before me, and that feeling had been there for months. He's the one. The only one.

Journalism started well, my tutor telling me to keep going with my blog. My future career paving it's way towards me with just the one module change. Reporting news, investigating news, creating news, it's my calling. 

Why can't I have the incredible career, the boy, the family. That's the dream. That's my dream.